HELLO Everyone...well LETS see i don even know where to start..but my CK JOURNEY HAS BEEN THE SAME FEELING WHEN UR MUSCLES ARE WORN OUT AND UR TRYING TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE LAST 5 MIN OF YOUR WORKOUT..BUT HARDER/LONGER OF COURSE...

SO I GRADUATED FROM THE CARIBBEAN MED SCHOOL PROGRAM 2 YRS AAGO..GOT MY MD..BEFORE THAT I PASSSED USMLE STEP 1 & 2 CS..WELL STEP 1 I HAVE A 2ND ATTEMPT...SOOOOO..WHICH IS WHY I'VE BEEN TAKIN A WHILEEEE FOR CK AS WELL...OVERALL I'VE BEEN PREPIN FOR 2 YRS SO FAR...STARTED AROUND MAY 2017..DIN KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING UNTIL JULY 2017 WHEN I FOUND A REALLY AMAZING TUTOR WHO LAID OUT ALL THE BASICS FOR ME..I GAVE MY STEP 1 IN 2015..N MY ROTATIONS IN CHICAGOOO WERE JUST...OK..I WAS REALLY DISTRACTED N COULDN'T FOCUS ON CK PREPPIN..I JUST GAVE THE CS...

SO YEAH FROM JULY 2017 ME N MY TUTOR WOULD GO SUBJECT WISE HE WOULD DO SLIDES FROM HIS LECTURES N I WOULD DO UWORLD AFTER ...SO WE FINISHED ALL THE SUBJECTSSSS IN 10 MONTHS...TILL MAY 2018...THEN MY 2ND REV...STARTED AROUND MAY 2018..W/ ANOTHER SP I HAD LONG TERM..WE WOULD DO ONLINEMEDED FOR EACH SYSTEM..THE NOTES QS..EVERYTHING N TIMED UWORLD Q' BLOCKS AFTER...

YES I DID ONLINEMEDED 2X TOTAL ONCE W/ MY FIRST TUTOR, N2ND W/ MY SP..N NOW IM DOING IT AGAIN JUST NOTES N 1.5 TO 1.75X VIDEO SPEED...BUT 2ND REV ALSO TOOK A WHILE..ME N MY SP WERE DOING EACH SYSTEM FOR A MONTH..N WE ONLY GOT THRU IM...N I DID 1/2 OF OBGYN ON MY OWN...WHICH THEN LED ME TO END OF 2018...

BEGINNING OF 2019..I FOUND ANOTEHR TUTOR IN JANUARY...HES REALLY GOOD..VERY UNDERSTANDING OF MY SITATUION AND TRYING TO HELP..EXCEPT WE ALSO TOOK REALLY LONG 4 WKS OF CARDIO..3 FOR PULM..3 FOR RENAL...3 FOR ENDO..WERE ON HEME ONC NOW..I'M DOING THE SAME THING QS W/ HIM N OMEDED ON MY OWN...

SO IN THE MIDST OF ALL THIS CHAOS...WHATS DRAGGIN MY SITUATION N TIME..I STILL DON FEEL TOTALLY READY FOR THE EXAMS..I GAVE 2 NBMES MAY 2017 N SEPT 2018 .. N THEY WERE LIKE SUPER DUPER TERRIBLE NOT EVEN CLOSE TO PASSING..WHERE AM I GOING WRONG???? WHAT SHOULD I STOP & CONTINUE...WHAT SHOULD I STICK TO? I'VE BEEN DOING UWORLD ALL ALONG..BUT...I DO ADMIT I DON PUT IN 12 HOURS A DAY..AS THEY SAY OR EVEN 8..I'VE HAD REALLY BAD DISTRACTIVE EMOTIONAL HURDLES ALONG THE WAY...I'M TRYIN TO FULLY TRY N DEDICATE NOW...

WHAT SHOULD I DO ..CONSIDERING MY FINAL WINDOW PERIOD ENDS JULY 31...I HAVE SOLID 2 MONTHS...WHATTTT CAN I DO??????? I'M REALLY LOST AND CONFUSED AT THIS POINT..I DON KNOW WHERE THINGS ARE GOING WRONG FOR ME???? I'D APPRECIATE ANY ADVICE, LIKE ANY ADVICE OR HELP...

THANKS